Begining

Here I am, now what?.  I have often read other peoples blogs like you would read a novel  begining to end with no stopping in between enjoying their stories they call life.  Some so sad I immediately hug my husband and kids and thank God for the blessings I have.  Some filled with such creativety it makes me feel like the most boring mother around.  Other sharing stories of motherhood that I can relate to and even find comfort in knowing I am not alone in feeling certain things.   So where do I fit in?  I am not really sure what I have to say that is so important or so interesting that others would even waste their few minutes they get on the computer to read my story .  However this is something I want to do for my kids.  I want them to be able to look back and read about our lives and our families story. I want them to know through the craziness of everyday life that being with them is always a day in paradise for me.  Some days the weather may not be as sunny as I would like it to be but through it all they are my world and I will savor every single day with those 3 rays of sunlight I call my children.  I want them to read those blog entries when they are parents and know that I was not prefect  parent nor were they always perfect children.  However I want them to know through this chaos we call  life we learn, grow and, love .   Mix it all together ,it is the paradise I call life and I would not trade it for anything.   So to Cody, Hailey and Brennan this blog is for you.  This is our stories  I love you Mom